We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Honesty

by CONVERSATION

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      $9 CAD  or more

     

1.
There was penitents In the movements we made Every empty stare But we were happy just the same I felt the weight in your steps The cold of your embrace Yet every word I read This all would change We were safe We were risking nothing As the oceans moved And every sentence left me, empty And as the days have piled high around me I’ve realized that I was drowning in a place that I both truly longed for but wanted so desperately to escape How love and loss can co-exist How you find heavy hate inside brilliant bliss Will forever be lost on me Our lives are filled with a curated love And we chase it down like a tiger seeking prey Without thinking for even one second that this love This fucking love Is nothing more than the ice that will so quickly dissipate And now I see With open eyes And complete clarity We were safe We were risking nothing As the oceans moved And every sentence left me, empty I never saw the skies in you I never mapped these stars But you showed me How words can be this empty Left me empty EMPTY With stolen words On pages not meant FOR ME NOW I SEE SO CLEARLY We were safe We were risking nothing As the oceans moved And every sentence left me, empty I never saw the skies in you I never mapped these stars But you showed me How words can be this empty How words can be this empty Empty How was words can be this EMPTY EMPTY THIS LOVE IT PASSES THROUGH ME
2.
True Romance 02:47
I’ve such a way with words This honesty may feel like lying And this love may be trivial But if not for love then what are we dying for And in seconds as these letters turn to words I feel slipping through my fingers Every lesson that I’ve ever learned I see nothing in everything like the colour of her eyes But I don’t even know her name You see, I’m just reading my lines Please don’t wait for me I found heaven in letting go of every answer that I had And there’s nothing more romantic Than the bottom of this glass Please, oh my god I couldn’t swallow a word that you said Please, oh my god I saw you coming from a mile away Please, oh my god We can marvel at the mess that we have made Please, oh my god I saw you coming from a mile away Logic is paper thin but I Can’t help but let you in as we play this game Lovers will never win but we Keep sinking hope in sin I won’t play this game Break my heart Or leave me be
3.
We move mountains In hopes to find pieces of honesty But distance will only deepen this disconnect We’ve broken our only language Coz we’re both sleeping in this silence Drowning in the words we left unsaid for so long And if patience is my virtue Then we’re both dead and gone We place filters On every word we’re saying It’s never ending But distance will only deepen this disconnect We’ve broken our only language Coz we’re both sleeping in this silence Drowning in the words we left unsaid for so long And if patience is my virtue Then we’re both dead and gone Coz we don’t say a thing We don’t say a thing They say that everything that happens will happen in time And this fate counts for nothing we’re just reading our lines When the romance is ending When the gentlemen lie We’ve abandoned our hope year we We let it die You said that truth counts for nothing but still I will try And if distance is wanted then distance is fine When the romance is ending When the gentleman lie We let it die Coz we’re both sleeping in this silence Drowning in the words we left unsaid for so long And if patience is my virtue Then we’re both dead and gone Coz we don’t say a thing We don’t say a thing Say a thing We don’t say a thing
4.
I’ve stumbled upon this place This great escape Now fifteen years have passed And i am still the same We represent this life because it’s all we know And what if i’m left wanting There must be something more Than this emptiness i keep filling and re-filling Another night is left with nothing honest In my veins And questions go unanswered I’m left with no-one else to blame This clarity, oh god, this clarity is killing me Patience sinks through the floor As this vacant love just mirrors yours And i’m still reminded who i was Like letters in lockets and screamed applause We watched the days bleed into darkness A beginning with no end In love with love and yet we settle For this silent supplement But what of life If all we really know is loyalty unlived This clarity, oh god, this clarity, it’s all i see And what is left of me? Patience sinks through the floor As this vacant love just mirrors yours And i’m still reminded who i was Like letters in lockets and screamed applause We’ve buried these bottles Now all we have is this honesty Patience sinks through the floor As this vacant love just mirrors yours And i’m still reminded who i was Like letters in lockets and screamed applause Patience sinks through the floor As this vacant love just mirrors yours And i’m still reminded who i was Like letters in lockets and screamed applause
5.
In an empty room Under perfect light And surrounded by another 2am inside my mind I can set the stage I can plan it out But i wanted something more Than this fiction So i’ll get gone get gone Put poetries aside These images are wrecked by definitions redefined I’ll get gone get gone I’m seeing now this existence We taste blood on our fingers While claiming innocence And this world we envision Will all catch fire as we waste our days As we waste away It’s all the same And i never thought this was an innocence But now i see I’m living in this life i built on ignorance And this patience is a burden And i need to let it go So i’ll get gone get gone I’m seeing now this existence We taste blood on our fingers While claiming innocence And this world we envision Will all catch fire as we waste our days As we waste away It’s all the same The paint was peeling from the walls As the room filled with water When i realized i’m nothing But an empty page We taste blood on our fingers While claiming innocence And this world we envision Will all catch fire as we waste our days As we waste away It’s all the same It’s all the same It’s all the same It’s all the same
6.
Lessons 04:01
You wait for the light to speak it’s truth but I see black and white in all it’s beauty We’re so intertwined for just a moment but I see through your eyes and realize that Life was playing all my lessons Was playing all my history It was clear to me i was wrong And seeing my decisions Enveloping what’s left of me It was clear to see i was Missing Like a perfect ending As clarity fell like a burning building We breathe in the silence It feels so succinct And marvel at all the colours we see Life was playing all my lessons Was playing all my history It was clear to me i was wrong And seeing my decisions Enveloping what’s left of me It was clear to see i was I was missing I was wrong Life was playing all my lessons Was playing all my history It was clear to me i was
7.
Anchor 04:12
The words will disappear And the page returns to white I’m wasting my time And every time I find a new scar I realize I’m holding the knife Remember when we were fifteen We saw so clearly The skin wasn’t peeling from our limbs Now here we are It’s down to you and I It’s always you and I On this sinking ship The words will disappear And the page returns to white I’m wasting my time You see the distance You said you wanted to be focused But everything you see is anything but The pen falls, I’m giving up This isn’t promising But this is a promise Oh poison I need an antidote Some kind of medicine I won’t make it through the night Where were you When I needed you This is everything And it’s all going down again When all you need is here And the days are laced in spite You’re wasting your time You said you’re waiting for a moment But every day is left in waiting This is everything You know that much Now dig into your ribs This isn’t promising But this is a promise But I’m the anchor I’m the one who holds me down Remember when we were fifteen We saw so clearly The skin wasn’t peeling from our Remember when we were fifteen We saw so clearly The skin wasn’t peeling from our Remember when we were fifteen We saw so We saw so much So much
8.
And just like that, in a moment You saw through every word you read You were so sure, you were certain But look where certainty has lead These dying words You always thought you could believe Were the images of every image As it brought you to your knees I wonder how you sleep at night But in a moment i wake And reality’s unchanged I’m nothing for nothing’s sake As the words unwind you finalize it There’s nothing left to say I won’t let you fall This wasn’t fated after all I won’t let you fall And just like that in a moment You saw through everything she said You were so sure, you were certain And now that certainty is dead These dying words You always thought you could believe Was just a second chance But every second spent Were nothing more than empty speech I wonder how you sleep at night I wonder if i cross your mind But in a moment i wake And reality’s unchanged I’m nothing for nothing’s sake As the words unwind you finalize it There’s nothing left to say I won’t let you fall This wasn’t fated after all I won’t let you fall This wasn’t fated after all There’s nothing left to say Nothing left to say I wonder if i cross your mind
9.
We wait in line For just a glimpse of what the royalty will show We paint ourselves in colours darker than we ever thought we could And now I know Perhaps the images are skewed We purchase paper planes in hopes we’ll fly We just ignore the truth And with a single breath, I wait for your reaction But all I seem to find is distance Still with your sycophants, I long for your attention But I don’t care I don’t care I don’t care anymore Listen in, you’re nobody till somebody hates you So give me hatred We’re blocking out the sun We long for heroine love But I never said I’d wait forever So water down The formula till nothing feels the same But in the end I know I only have myself to blame I’m not a wanted man But I can play the outlaw Coz I don’t care I don’t care anymore Listen in, you’re nobody till somebody hates you So give me hatred We’re blocking out the sun We long for heroine love But I never said I’d wait forever Forever Forever I know it feels impossible But I know you I know you I know you feel invisible But I see you I see you Listen in, you’re nobody till somebody hates you So give me hatred We’re blocking out the sun We long for heroine love But I never said I’d wait forever Forever Forever
10.
And while I know that everything has to change I hope you can see that what we have now Is nothing more than a watered down version of something real We all spend of our waking lives avoiding a reality That, in the end, we know we truly desire. And all I keep coming back to Is the fact that we’ve traded our courage for a keyboard. We’re so incredibly disconnected from one another We’ve forgotten what romance really is Coz we’re just so fucking scared And the open air we breathe in Is getting thinner as we’re all Waiting waiting waiting For one second but the second never came Those days are dead And with open eyes, she said We can’t go back Those days are dead and we’re all fighting for the exit Still we go round This empty world we live in Before inevitably we go Down down down In the ground And we never saw it coming Lately I’ve been wishing Someone would stop this song But you play and play inside my head so simple Wake up You can’t replace this Lost love with chemicals So sing me something Something that could   Lessen what we know And once again we’re lonely We’re begging for connection As we feign this interest And I wanna scream this in your face I laid my body on this beach I wanna see you now but you’re gone You’re gone Wake up You can’t replace this lost love with chemicals So sing me something Something that could lessen What we know. Waiting waiting waiting For one second Waiting waiting waiting For one more. Waiting waiting waiting For one second Waiting waiting waiting For one more. Every action has a cost
11.
Just Breathe 04:05
We take pride in possessions It’s like a present we can’t keep And now i see wear caught in the tension And all i wanna do is sleep Coz you know it’s just a A mark we can mention It’s like a means without an end But i feel there Must be a lesson And i will break before i bend What if tomorrow never came What would you say To a reflection of yourself And the price that we pay When everything you know is wrong And you’ve paid for it This day could be the greatest And we can’t wait for a second This is immediate indeed Because we want, we want, we want And we’ve forgotten what we need Brace for it This isn’t permanent We lost ourselves inside the thing that we covet What if tomorrow never came What would you say To a reflection of yourself And the price that we pay When everything you know is wrong And you’ve paid for it This day could be the greatest Breathe Just breathe Forget this mess and just breathe Just breathe What if tomorrow never came What would you say To a reflection of yourself And the price that we pay When everything you know is wrong And you’ve paid for it This day could be the greatest
12.
Reverist 04:13
Instrumental
13.
Did you ever stop to think about the day That we met Where we were It’s funny now, it seems so far away Like your picture In reverse And day by day the time would pass Till you and i were there at last Alone, alone with nothing left to say I kissed you then and i could see That you and i’d forever be So close and still we end so far away Far away At midnight you would still be on my mind I would call you On the phone And hand in hand we’d wander through this night To your door step To our home Your eyes would tell me so much more With each and every kitchen floor A moment filled with unforgiving truth And now what can i do When everything reminds me of you Coz you are a skyrocket Blasting off leaving nothing in your wake And me, i’m a falling bomb and I only end in one way So i’m sorry for the things i said And the words that you have never read For the way that we refused to feel And the times that we will never have

credits

released November 25, 2022

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

CONVERSATION Toronto, Ontario

CONVERSATION are an emerging post hardcore band from Toronto, Ontario.

Their sound contains the echoes of early Underoath and Deftones, while still carving out its own punk rock attitude with pop sensibility.

Their ravenously energetic live show is a force to be reckoned with, resulting in anyone seeing them for the first time leaving as new fans.
... more

contact / help

Contact CONVERSATION

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Report this album or account

If you like CONVERSATION, you may also like: